My eternal condolences to Mike and his family-I have one little one and dont wanna imagine his lost-Im glad he found a healthy and beneficial coping mechanism-Peace N Blessings eternally

To brother Tyson earth has no sorrow that heaven can not heal. I see this cause U admitted the first thing in life is whoses. faught is all your troubles. As with all problems in life, and of life look to the heavens for the answer thur prayer ,meditation, or a plain conversation with God the answers are there if U seek them and life will return to some sort of glory that will let U care and direct the new life that will be bestowed on U .It might not have the same prestage your first life had but thur and with the help of Jesus Chirist I will say your new life will be more fullfiling.